Assalamualaikum . bounjour fellas :) today is 4 / 8 / 2012 :) something special on this date :) yeah . we should be 4 months fairuz . do you still remember ? i think you don't ;') you know fai .. i really-ii miss you and  i want you are here with me now . but we can't right ? I think it's time to let you go but .. i just can't .. i can't let you go :( i really-ii hope that you will come back to my life but ..... nevermind . forget the past . the thing that i should do right now . don't know why i can't stop crying now . i can't forget about you .. every time that i try to forget .... the memories willl come back to me and i just can't forget about it . i miss you and it's killing me . i miss your smile , your eyes , everything . i wish everthing was okay . i wish i can turn back the time to 4 / 4 / 12 . and make everythings go okay :3 but i can't do that right ? i really-ii miss him . you the one that i dream about all day . can you imagine how hard to make me accept all of this things ?! i want you back . i want to be a part of your life once again . may i ? what such a question . he doesn't love me anymore right ? you know fai .. even if i move on .. that's doesn't mean when you want me back , i won't be there . i'll :) i will waited for you . even it's the end of the day . you should remind about it . maybe i'm smiling outside ... but i just wanted you looks how happy i am without you . i just lying . i'm lying to myself . stupid right ?  dear ex .. if you are reading this .. i just wanna told ya .. there's no one can replace your place in my heart . special place :') i do love you so much . bye :')

sincrenely,
your lovely ex , syeyya :)

Assalamualaikum . bounjour fellas :) today is 4 / 8 / 2012 :) something special on this date :) yeah . we should be 4 months fairuz . do you still remember ? i think you don't ;') you know fai .. i really-ii miss you and  i want you are here with me now . but we can't right ? I think it's time to let you go but .. i just can't .. i can't let you go :( i really-ii hope that you will come back to my life but ..... nevermind . forget the past . the thing that i should do right now . don't know why i can't stop crying now . i can't forget about you .. every time that i try to forget .... the memories willl come back to me and i just can't forget about it . i miss you and it's killing me . i miss your smile , your eyes , everything . i wish everthing was okay . i wish i can turn back the time to 4 / 4 / 12 . and make everythings go okay :3 but i can't do that right ? i really-ii miss him . you the one that i dream about all day . can you imagine how hard to make me accept all of this things ?! i want you back . i want to be a part of your life once again . may i ? what such a question . he doesn't love me anymore right ? you know fai .. even if i move on .. that's doesn't mean when you want me back , i won't be there . i'll :) i will waited for you . even it's the end of the day . you should remind about it . maybe i'm smiling outside ... but i just wanted you looks how happy i am without you . i just lying . i'm lying to myself . stupid right ?  dear ex .. if you are reading this .. i just wanna told ya .. there's no one can replace your place in my heart . special place :') i do love you so much . bye :')

sincrenely,
your lovely ex , syeyya :)